"about to spill"

The last several days have been the kind that you just want to curl up in.

The end.

Just curl up.  

I surprisingly made it through a 14-day consecutive stent of sessions.

I am beyond exhausted.  Exhausted to the point that tears are about to spill. 

I've never had that many sessions that close together.

How do I get myself to this point?

The ongoing question?

We are suppose to start vacation on the 27th.  Between now, the 3rd,  and then....

I have......

12 sessions to edit.

13 sessions to shoot.

{add those to the edit list above}

2 weddings to shoot.

A Baccularate to attend. 

A PTO program to attend.

A graduation to attend.

5 physicians appointments.

6 legal reports to finish/start & finish.

Ongoing calls/inquiries/orders/invoicing and deliveries.

The barn construction to deal with. 

And, hay season has started a month early.

Then the normal everyday crazy stuff.
Which around here, can entail alot.

BUT....in 24 days, my toes should be in the sand. 

For TEN WHOLE DAYS.

{okay, I'm working there too, but all is well with that}

That is all that is getting me through.

And, until then, I will just fake it.
At maybe the boys will at least think thing are normal.

So.....

I have a brisket in the oven, potatoes to peel for the infamous

Pioneer Woman mashed potatoes, corn to roast. 

A family dinner at 5 so I can have a family dinner with my crew.

Laundry is humming away.

The chicks are chirping from the bathroom.

{okay, there is something wrong with that}

The puppies are playing.

I am praying.

It will all be okay.

But Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”   Matthew 19:26

That part, I'm not faking.

I'm clinging to.

I am not posting any of this to be negative, but merely as
a glimpse back to some crazy days we had.