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i've had several people ask me over the recent weeks, leading up to our big appointment tomorrow with noah - EXACTLY what and how we wanted them to pray. there are so many details to his kidney disorder....do we want to proceed with surgery? have the strength to do so? have the surgeon change his mind and return back home with no surgery in the plans? etc, etc.

well, here is what i'm praying for.....i'm going for the complete miracle....that tomorrow, there are no signs of this disease in EITHER kidney and the doctors have to scratch their heads. that is what i want as a mom and that's exactly what i'm praying for. and, i know that my God is that big.

even if we don't get the answer we want, i am just trusting that we follow God's will in the decisions we may have to make; and that i am accepting. because, i am his mom and no matter how strong my faith is....i am his mom and those decisions are hard.

timeline:
6:30 - leave for little rock
10:30 - testing begins
1:30 - meet with surgeon

sorry, i'm just slightly detail-oriented.